Not sure how I got these photos up since Google Blogger Suzannah B. Troy Artist blog said I don't have room and it really upset me on Sept. 11 as I rushed to put up Ladder 3 photo.
I suffer from extreme exhaustion but taking liquid herbs the last few days and strict Vegan and wow what a difference. I am at my acupuncturist and she puts me under -- deep trance like state and I listen to a post-traumatic stress tape.
Today is a heart breaking day == like a major blow -- shattering that can't be escaped.
I don't know why my inner beauty switch went on full blast.
I even had a bizarre dream with art school college but at end I was in bed with an Asian young guy and body parts arms and he was trying to touch with an arm. It was gross and probably the body part 9-11 as I was told over and over about the body parts from different people. I never got close enough to see.
It is hard because so much death.
Anyway I can't explain why I was given the gift of today to have my inner beauty switch on.
I am 50 and I have health issues...extreme exhaustion.
These may be the last photos on this blog until I can figure out how to contact Google blogger and pay for space which I don't want to do.
Ladder 3 a block from where I lived for 20 years.
Long time ago would go on long runs up town at night and run past them and wave a sign to me I got home safe.
I rushed to Apple and put this photo up but I couldn't use the photo for some reason so the original post is a screen shot. This is the photo and you can click on it and see it larger.
I am super sad but it was haunting and amazing as I walked up Capt. Pat Brown's name was announced.
Anyone who knows me knows how much I love the FDNY fire trucks. Here is Ladder 3 also known as Recon 3.
I wasn't lovers with Pat or Bobby but they both made me feel loved.
ps I am 50 dark circles and wrinkles lots of them -- maybe it is Apple Iphone magic and herbs that helped me... I had to tell CCRB how much I weigh for my Bloomberg NYPD Det Lynch complaint! 152 pounds!
thanks and love to everyone sending me love and good energy.